For some years, Ben lived a double life – embracing his gay identity and dating men while still going to church. But in his late twenties, he knew he had to decide for himself whether Christianity was true – he had to choose either to fully commit or walk away. As he searched for answers, he found that Christianity made sense of his life and the world around him. Now, Ben says following Jesus has given him far more than he ever lost by choosing a celibate life.

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